I am a well educated transgender woman, a lesbian who is gynoromantic but pansexual, and an eclectic Pagan. I am loving, giving, and sometimes kinky. I am a caretaker type, who often fails miserably at self care. I have diagnoses of fibromyalgia, myofascial pain syndrome, moderate cervical spine stenosis, complex PTSD, and major depression. Antidepressants make me suicidal.
I am a widow. The day that my wife died, the doctor came to me asking for my permission to stop all life-saving measures. I said “call it” to the doctor, thereby finalizing her death.